simmer down now.

alright.
I had some time to think.

I had a chance to step back and look at what i'm doing and why.

I've made a trip down there.
I'll LOVE living there.
i WANT this adventure.

i WANT So Cal.

but not forever.
at least i don't think so.

i just remember driving into that city and being like.... huh. this'll be home soon.

and it felt right.

like. this is going to happen.
I'm gunna love it.
and it's going to be amazing.
not easy.
not comfortable.

but it's what i want.
it's what I want.

and i'm excited again.

This is for real. Lets do this.

please be excited for me.
I need you to be.