Tuesday, October 28, 2008

stay golden...

to put it bluntly....
i slept with my high school crush.
took his V card.

now that he's gone... i still don't know who was affected by this more.

on the one hand, it seemed meaningless and just something fun that we as friends (who just so happen to be attracted to one another) would do.
but on the other hand, it wasn't meaningless.

you're right, you're not a cheat. not anywhere near it.
we both said it, we don't regret it but we don't want a relationship.
not that I wouldn't enjoy that.
our souls just don't "gravitate" towards each other.
hahaha.
and silly as that sounds it's the best way to describe it.

i meant every word i spoke to you this week. and i know you can't lie.

thank you for the inspiration
thank you for the encouragement.
and thank you for the amazing sex.

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