sex

I'm sick of not having it.
but i still really don't just want to sleep with anybody.

i sometimes feel like a freak for still being a virgin.
complete and utter freak.

it's not like i don't want it.
but people have always told me "if you really wanted it, you'd get it."

thanks for the encouraging words. i feel much better now.

like really? is there something wrong with me?
am i just asexual to everyone?
man...... i've got issues.