this should have come with a warning

Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:

1. Read my blogs, my journals, and my thoughts, you'll still never know how much you hurt me. but i still love you.
2. I hate you. (hopefully i won't by the time you're old enough to understand what i mean by that.)
3. I honestly thought at one point we were going to realize we loved eachother enough to get married. i'm glad i realized that our love is platonic.
4. stop it. i know you're trying to push me away. aint gunna work. and i hope you'll say the same thing when you realize i'm trying to push you away too.
5. there's this song... by kelly clarkson... hahaha. (i shouldn't admit to this). but everything in the song is what i want to say to you. (and, no it's not "since you've been gone!")
6. you're becoming exactly the person we've all talked about hating... i care about you... but i really don't like you.
7. you're wierd. like.... REALLY wierd.
8. sometimes i LOVE the influence you've had on my life. i hope we contineu to grow closer and someday i can be as good a friend to you as you've been to me. please don't let me push you away.
9. you're sketchy.
10. if you would have asked one more time.... i would have stayed.

Nine Things About Yourself:

1. i hate my hair this colour
2. i love God
3. i want to be outside more
4. i don't get along with "girly-girls"
5. i'm more into music than is probly healthy for one person
6. I'm the happy-go-lucky bitch
7. family comes first.
8. im still a virgin
9. I'm so ecclectic sometimes i feel hypocritical when it comes to things i like.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:

1. be spontanious
2. don't give up on me, i'm not gunna trust you right away.
3. be kinda a jerk... but care about things that matter.
4. love God.
5. try new things and get me to try new things too.
6. talk to me about anything and everything (aspecially things you can't talk to other people about)
7. dont smother, aspecially in public.
8. show me what you're proud of (and be proud of yourself), and be proud of what i show you.

Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:

1. friends
2. moving to LA
3. Boys
4. family
5.moving to LA
6. boys
7. friends

Six Things You Wish You Never Did:

i wish i could say nothing...and i KNOW everything happens for a reason.and i KNOW i should just learn from my mistakes and move on...but there's just ONE thing that's too hard for me to forgive myself for... and only because i lost a really cool friend because of it. i wish i could take that night back. i wish i wouldn't have left with you.... no, i did enjoy going to that house and meeting those people... but i wish we never kissed.

Five Turn Offs:

1. arrogance
2. boogers
3. expecting respect with out giving it
4. easily offended
5. lazyness

Four Turn Ons:

1. big noses.
2. Good family values
3. Great personality(humer fits in this one i think... and i can't rule that out)
4. punks/rockabilly's/tattoo's/piercings (i don't care if you think that's cheating)

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
:X
:D
:S
(i honestly don't even know what any of those mean... i kinda just picked the goofiest one's possible... they def. DON'T describe my life)

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1. sky dive
2. tell my grandkids a story about "back in my day"

One Confession:

1. i wish i could force my religion on every one i know. not because i'm right, and you're wrong. not because i think you're a bad person and you should change your ways... no, i'd rather you stayed just the same (that's why i love you)... but because when i'm rejoicing in heaven... i want everyone i care about to be standing right there with me. so i know everyone i care about is happy.