I am not

ok.

I love my life.
very much so.
but i'm not happy. and i haven't been in a really long time.
I'm useless and a waste of air.
i would like to insert a bit of positivity here, you know. say something like "i don't really mean that."
but i do.
and no motivational "get off your ass" tough love speech is going to help.
i'll be over this tomorrow morning and be back to my usual positive self.


people who are always negative are annoying.

i wanna go home.